Second Half.

Second Half.

                                                  Determination, Determination, Determination...

-Tainted Photograph-

I Reminisce...

of the time...  when I didn't feel this weight cushing my shoulders called "responsibilitites"

of the time...  when I leaned on and relaxed in the shade of a tree called "hope"

of the time...  when I painted my world with a magical brush called "fantasy"

of the time...  when I couldn't see the enomous cage that we all are locked inside of called "reality"

of the time...  when I had no fear infront of this huge wave crashing over me called "life"

of the time...  when I believed in an old fairytale that I once knew called  "love"

  I reminisce madly... 

-Hee- 12/10/05

A - Age of 1st kiss
= sometime in 8th grade I think... I GOT RAPED.

B - Band you are listening to right now
= i am listening to Jay-z right now. "99 problems but a b***ch aint one!"

C - Crush
= hahahaha. too many to name. JK- i am really lonely these days. actually. Christmas is coming... and its getting cold... i wana girl to cuddle. hahaha but i am about to go "bankrupt." Supply is high but demand is low. hahahaha

D - Dog's name
= i had one before. His name was Simba. But we had to give him to someone. Awww i miss him.  

E - Easiest person to talk to
= wow... mmm... i consider myself lucky... i have couple people in my life. But still i think the EASIEST is God.

F - Favorite ice cream
= haagen daaz coffee ice cream forsure. Thats MY ice cream!

G - Gummy worms or gummy bears
= Gummy bears!!! I like to bite their head off first.

H - Home town
= Nagoya, Japan

I - Instrument?
= mmm. i dont know any... i used to learn how to scractch on the turntables. Does that count?

J - Junior high
= South Pas Middle School!!! fackers!!!!

K - Kids
= 2. I want the older want to be a girl and the second one to be a boy. I hope my kids dont turn out too much like me.

L - Longest car ride ever
= Longest car ride??? hmmm.... i would have to say the times when we went to Stubenville? that was pretty long.... orrrr when Sang and I got last in Sacramento. hahahaha good times.

M - Most embarrassing moment
= mmm...  i would have to say.... when my mom made me sing and dance at my gradpa's 70th birthday infront of like 100 people. Yea... i wanted to shoot myself then.

N - Nicknames
= i have couple but prolly the most well-known one is Froggy. I DONT LOOK LIKE A FROG! DAMN!!!

O - One wish
= I wish to have 100 more wishes!

P - Phobias
= hahaha. most of you guys already know this. I admit it. I dont like birds too much. Especially chickens... There is a reason for this though!!! i will tell you  if you ask me.

Q - Quote
= "Laziness is a sin against yourself."  mmm fsho.

R - Reasons to smile
= God, family, friends, music... myself.

S - Song you last sang
= does it count if i am singing right now? right now i am singing "more than words" by extreme.

T - Time you woke up today
= i woke up around at... 1.

U - Unknown fact about me
= My right foot is flat anddd i am alergic to new paint smell.

V - Vegetables you dislike
= mmmm. olives!!! yea i am not a big fan of olives.

W - Worst habit
= my worst habit? i am procrasinate too much... i am sometimes too lazy... anddd i drool sometimes when i sleep. yea.

X - X rays
= how many times i got them before? i dono... 3? 4? 5?

Y - Your least favorite person{s}
= hahaha. mmmmmmmmm i would have to sayyyyyyyyyyyyy

STEVEN ZHAN YI ZHU.

you like that dont ya? yea suck it bitach..

Z - Zodiac sign
= Capricorn.

R.I.P Tim "Whiteboy" Bateman.

What up, Whiteboieee-

Damn... Where do I begin...

Hey Remember 4th grade Mrs. Richarson's class? I still remember you with those dreads and that yello jumpsuit.  I remember I used to teach you some Korean words here and there.

And then our senior year P.E? How we would never do anything the whole period and we would just "chill"? and we would play basketball now and then and we used to dominate? Remember that day when other kids were taking their CAT 9 we just went to the parking lot and smoked out? those were some good times man... I remember you used to always talked about how we were going to party together during summer... and how we are going to go down to SD sometime and meet all your homies there... and how you still owe me that 5 bucks... Bro... you dont need to pay me back.. i just wish you would come back so we can play just one last basketball game.. and we can just "chill" and have good time even for little bit... just one last time... but I know that thats not going to happen now...

The fact that makes me sad the most is the fact that i feel like i didnt appreciate you enough when you were here with us man...  I don't know if you remember but the last day of school when you said "Hee, we better kick it during summer" i told you "forsure. i will give you a call sometime." but because I was too fucken "busy" i never did... even though i had your number in my phone i never took the time to call you once. I feel as though i could of done something about this... if i took the time to keep in touch with you and talked to you... maybe this wouldnt of happened... i just wana say i am so sorry bro...

I just want to tell you that so many people are praying for you and so many people care about you... And you will always have a place in our hearts... I am going to keep on telling myself and believe that you went to a better place... and you are happier now than you have ever been... Know that you are always in my prayer and you are always gonna be my one and only "whiteboy." Untill the day we meet at a happier place... Take care bro.      

I miss you already. 

God Bless, Hee the "Whiteboy"

Disneyland.

My "lucky" cigg.

Morning texts.

6-8-12

"Brandon"

Jerkface.

Bad-influence vs. Good-influence. 

IHOP.

Angels-Crest.

Late-night phone calls.

Lovers & Friends

Holding hands.

Intoxicated phone calls.

I am going to miss them all.